it rlly truly does not matter comments
its just fucking miserable to feel this alone in everything i feel like i barely exist in peoples lives. i dont have a place in the world around me. many times i wish i could sleep and never wake up and tonight is no exception comments
theres just like this aching hole in me and no amount of positivity, jokes or distractions can ever fill it. it hides it but it never stops comments
in honesty none of it matters unless im in my own little world bcus i cant stand to be myself in any capacity. comments
my life and health are spiraling down a fucking toilet bowl but yknow something im listening to my squidbob cassette tape and ill soon be in my dreamworld lalala comments
i think the big thing i miss when i was in a specific group a while back was being able to be an adult in an adult space if yknow what i mean... its fine its 2am and im whining over such a non issue but i miss being around other adult fans im 30 or something odd years old and im tired comments
im looking up spongebob forums bcus i dont want to join a discord or social media sites like twitter or bluesky or tumblr or any of that but i still want to share my art and chat with others whyyyy is this so haaard and scaaaary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! comments
OH yeah i picked up my childhood copy of heart gold and i made a new team!
da sponge crew...
spongebob the sunkern... who will soon be a sunflora!!
squidward the tentacool :-)
patrick the slowpoke!!! i wanna make him a slowking!!
thats all... many fun adventures await!! comments
heres some random screencaps i made during my spongebob watch today..
extremely meme-able image
his little face ;__;
ALSO HIS LIL RINGMASTER OUTFIT!!! i love when he dresses up!!!
awesome smooches from these last few episodes
ive already watched the majority of squidwards sick daze and its a really great season 13 episode i adore it lol
spongebob taking care of him in his own little sick twisted way is so funny to me jlfskjdflsjg (in the end he actually makes him feel better so its awesome)
also squidward canonically eats froot loops
ok dats all the screenshots i took today yaay comments
im actually really thankful nobody watches spongebob with me because my commentary is insane LMAO but maybe one day ill watch spongebob together with someone and theyll witness my nonsense comments
im gonna go get my nails done then get dinner and then im gonna make my own squidbob vhs tape with all my favorite squidbob videos/moments teehee :-3c comments
last night i gave the little squidward plush some much needed TLC, starting with a bath in warm sudsy water with little fabric softener beads, got him all dried, then went to work fixing the holes in him
after the holes were patched, he got a nice brushing, lint roll, and i trimmed any strands of stray threads... im sure he looks and feels much better!
then off he goes for a much needed and well deserved rest... his days of being a chew toy are over... comments
i wish i had one of those awesome tapedecks/boom boxes that has the auto loop/flip function where you dont have to take out your cassette it just automatically starts playing the other side
i love my current boombox and i dont think i'll ever part with it bcus its just a beauty... but sometimes i do get envious bcus mainly i want to be able to play my cassettes to sleep haha comments
these panels from plankton's intern go so hard as hell
plankton is so awesome
this episode has a lot of really great animation and staging :-) comments
pat loves squid was a very cute and silly episode omg... lots of smooches :-)
also new favorite squidward transition ???? sequence idk how to categorize it but the realistic explosion is insane
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i had to pause this episode and record bcus oh my god his little laugh here... its so cute... im emotional listen to himmm hes so happy and bein tickled and its so cute... my sunshine..
i dont think ive ever heard him laugh like that before in all the seasons ive watched its just so cuuuute ;___; comments
new favorite slurping image discovered
but this will always be number one
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ok maybe i should do little reaction posts for episodes i like so heres one where i took screenshots from season 12s kooky cooks lol...
first off.. their height difference is always my favorite thing in da world...
squidward can just lean on him no problem...
silly :-)
also not only did they have to work together in this ep but they also PLAYED TOGETHER which is my fave... i love with spongebob and squidward play!!! they had a food fight but spongebob accidentally flew into the oven LMAO
squidward had genuine concern aw..
need everyone to know that i choked on my snack when this came on like jflKDJLKSJG:LGJ:FL
dont worry hes fine
also bonus mrs. puff bcus this face killed me (there were a lot of good faces in this ep tbh but this one got me for some reason) comments
squidward dancing with spongebob and saying "i'll lead" here rocked the chemicals in my brain so hard that i think they gotta make a new square on the periodic table of elements asap
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so i finally went to wendys
and well folks. it was an experience....
theres no glamorous way to showcase this burger bcus its literally it. thats the burg... im surprised there wasnt any kind of special wrapping or promo stuff along with it... i know theres supposed to be stickers but alas, mine didnt come with one
the burger was just a dave's classic with an extra cheese slice and peppery thousand island! it was good! kind of alright... the pineapple frosty was the best part ahaha...
afterwards, it made me feel pretty sick tho i think i ate too much food lol.. its 9pm and i ate this for lunch and im still not feeling hungry at all.... so ill give it that! it filled me up i suppose
was it worth the $12? i really dont think so.... i will probably not get it again. maybe the frosty.. but only if im near a wendys haha.. the whole thing is kind of funny rlly i feel like they coulda done more but thats all! the sponge burg.. my sister and i were joking and having fun while eating the meal so thats all that matters LOL
IN OTHER NEWS i went to the thrift store afterwards, and was blessed by the spongebob gods after a sad little lunch experience
i found some really cute things!!! the sweater in the pic is a size M, so its too small for me, so i'll be cutting it out and sewing it onto the back of my light blue denim jacket ^__^ i think itll be perfect... lil retro nick stuff is so cutes to me
the gary is a little burger king toy and my cats love it!! you pull it back and it zooms forward!!
the squidward... poor thang was dirty and had holes...
turns out this is actually a dog toy!! what a concept... in any case he got a spa day (hes drying rn) and im going to patch up the holes! my friend suggested i make him a little sweater LOL so maybe ill do just that!!
ive been watching videos for starting RPG maker 2003, and im taking notes... itll be getting its own post but im excited to start!!
i also started playing heart gold again :-D ill make a post for that too, but im raising a team thats spongebob themed LOL!!
oh ya i went to the dr and it was stressful but its overwith for now... im really thankful i got to have such a fun silly day afterwards bcus i hate having to talk about my problems ahaha... so the day was a nice one in the end! comments
sister: wow this squidbob art i found online is soo funny and weird and so cringe
me, a squidbob artist, recognizing the specific squidbob artist being shown in question: hahahaaa... wowww.. thats craaazy... ahahahaha
gotta go....
ive gotta find a spongebob group or something asap i need people who speak my language soon or im going to fucking explode... i just want to share art and talk abt spongebob without feeling like a weirdo or a nuissance.... comments
it went fine! im gonna take a nap
naps are so pog comments
im anxious as hell about the mornings dr visit so i spent all my focus making a little physical squidbob mixtape lol....
here it is in action! comments
im making a physical squidbob mixtape but this time its gonna be super fancy with custom stickers LOL comments